she's flattered.
who wont be?
but leave it that way...
cos nothing can come out of this boy.
the liking isnt enough for her to accept you... and id hate to tell it to your face that its a hopeless case.

i love drums, being able to drum, create beats.
left me still feeling fresh at end of band prac at 11 last night...
it gives me a sense of exhilaration quite different, intoxicating like pot, maybe.
thats why im determined to learn the tricks from yi hwee.
pls god, i need more than 24 hours a day.
its not enough for me... ( then again He's teaching me time management).

today i wasnt pleased being grilled by felyna for being late for choir...
and im touched my fellow j1s like guo wei, kenny and dora stood on my side.
but well, fel apologised jsut now, so im cool now.
cos my reason's actually VALID... hurhur.
fancy asking me whether my reason was valid anot in front of everyone... and i was thinking " wth? wad kinda qn is this?" so i said i dont know. hurhur.
ah well.
went for lunch with fellow j1s...

i miss val.
miss being able to talk to her without any interuptions.
shall find one day just going for lunch with HER alone...
ive got cards to write to pple. :X
shall go do it soon.